Why is it so hard to call people?
I got a meningitis shot today and my arm hurts so badly …
How do I have a cold when school hasn’t even started yet?
Maybe it’s from my screwy sleep schedule.
*sheepishly gets ready for bed*
I am ready to bust a certain someone’s stupid little fantasy about how THEY are the victim when the victim is CLEARLY my friend.
Andy and I have been together for five years today … O_O
I feel bizarrely shy and anti-social right now and I really shouldn’t be :(
So recently two of my friends broke up (who I will refer to as A and B), and I’ve been finding out all this stuff about B from A about how awful of a person she is and like
I really shouldn’t be surprised.
I’ve noticed B’s behavior in the past, even from before they started dating.
Before they started dating, at the beginning of that year, I was irrationally jealous of B because I felt like she was getting more attention for planning to do this really simple cosplay (which she never wore to a con anyway), and I felt that I should have been receiving more attention for planning to cosplay Midna. Of course, I had to hide my jealousy because everybody else liked her. I talk about my jealousy because it may have clouded my view of her back then …
Anyway, I once noticed that B had made fun of some girl on YouTube by making her own video, and I thought that was really mean. She also missed my birthday party at the last minute to install Ubuntu on her computer. Even if we weren’t very good friends yet, that was still pretty rude of her.
And then, for the most part, our relationship was literally based on her telling me how pretty I was and how good of a cosplayer I was. She would have hated any other girl in my boat, as well as fat girls. A told me the other day that B probably liked me because she didn’t see me as a threat for attention from boys … Since I had (and still have) a boyfriend. Although I was receiving attention from a boy, so ….
(Maybe she should have been focusing on her relationship instead of wanting attention from boys.)
I know that A actually values my companionship and not my looks or my skill in cosplay. B? Probably not.
I wouldn’t be surprised if B hates me now for taking A’s side, and also for helping A make her first cosplay.